P i s c e s I s c a r i o t

so now listen here i wanna be oh so clear i lost my soul, lost i'll stay between your hands and my beliefs and here i am, frail frail and bedazzled from all the glare tug at my sleeve my little girl, supermaid she don't know that i have stole my smile from a cheshire cat and all i wanted was to be a man since i gave up i feel free i feel free i feel free i feel free the two of us, that's dangerous it's all inside our heads givin' in for nothin' less leavin' me for him try to understand the ones i love and their demands it's so unfair when they can't see that i'm the boy who really needs their love, i suppose frail and bedazzled from all the frail and bedazzled from all the frail and bedazzled from all the glare

oh yeah, another day oh yeah, gotta play what it is, it never was i don't care to give enough my boredom has outshined the sun it's all down low i just want to have some little fun oh yeah, another day oh yeah, what a waste what it is, it never was i don't care or give a f*** my boredom has outshined the sun it's all down low i just want to have some little fun bring me down bring me down

i've wasted all my years been chasin' all my fears for another brighter than you i gave in long ago to make it to the show, but it's not easy when you're alone all your prayers in my ears don't you care? whir yourself around just to fall back down whir yourself around my honey, little girl c'mon, lets go for a whirl it's still early, the sun is sleeping she says she wants to marry me she says she wants a baby it's not easy when you're scared whir yourself around just to fall back down whir yourself around all your prayers in my ears don't you care?

blew, blew away but i don't wanna fade blew, blew and if you love her you know it will come true and if you need her you know that she'll be there stay awake, i lie here with her and i fall (and) when i wake inside you i know you know i'm yours blew, blew away but i don't wanna fade blew, blew and if you're sad, too until the angel sings and touches you don't confuse my only life i said blew, and please don't ever leave and i will grieve, and (re)member thee hope to meet you there and i wanna let her know that i won't let her go i wanna let her know that i love her so i'm blew, blew, blew away but i don't wanna-- blew, i love you blew

got me a raygun got me an altitude can't help feelin' something's wrong with every one of you inside your head trust me instead inside your head talk revolution as if it matters now i don't care anyway just give me what i want inside your head trust me instead inside your head ooh, honey fill me with your little whispers store your little nightmares of a generation set to burn come on honey let's go for a ride down where the crickets learn to sing and play, baby inside your head trust me instead inside your head trust me instead inside your head trust me instead inside your head yeah, it's a motherf***er, oh

say hello before you say goodbye i should go before you make me cry she wants to bleed every drop inside of me but i aim to please the little girl inside of me, too yeah, yeah you know i hate to say (it) oh no, i always stay i don't want to be like the others, please who is sorry now? who is sorry now? if i show you how, will you let me down? slit my wrists and die a whore love to love to love what you adore i can give you anything, but please let me be your everything you lose yeah, yeah you know i hate to say it oh no, i always stay i don't wanna be like the others, please who is sorry now? if i show you how, will you let me down? will you let me down? who is sorry now? who is sorry now? my love is weakness my love is oh so wrong my love is sadness my love is oh so strong my teeth are razor sharp my love is f***ing strong i'll be with you but not for long oh, oh, oh yeah, yeah you know i hate to say it oh no, i always stay i don't wanna be like the others, please who is sorry now? who is sorry now? who is sorry now? if i show you how, will you let me down? will you let me down? please let me down please let me down

Obscuredlost your head, now you sleep on the floor
what you said, i don't want anymore
through the haze, make your eyes up to ache
out in space, days away

through these eyes
i rely on all i've seen
obscured
through these eyes
it looks like i'm home tonight

left for dead as you sweep out the cold
things we said we don't need anymore
tale inside her like a fallen kite
hey, hey, yeah

through these eyes
i deny on all i see
obscured
through these eyes
it looks like i'm home tonight

what you said made a mess of me
what you said, i don't want
obscured

i took my love and took it down i climbed a mountain, i turned around and i saw my reflection in a snow covered hill 'til the landslide brought it down oh, mirror in the sky, what is love? can the child within my heart rise above? can i sail through the changing ocean tides? can i handle the seasons of my life? well, i've been afraid of changing cause i've built my life around you but time makes you bolder even children get older and i'm getting older, too well, i've been afraid of changing cause i've built my life around you time makes you bolder even children get older and i'm getting older, too i'm getting older, too i took my love and took it down i climbed a mountain, i turned around and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hill the landslide brought it down the landslide brought it down

i'm in here
please take me home
starla dear
i'm all alone

when you can't decide what's on your mind
it's clear i'm here, starla dear

to disappear takes so much time
starla dear, you're on my mind

soon, soon i'll be leaving
soon, soon i'll be leaving
i hear all you're saying
i hear all you're failing

i'm in here
please take me home
starla dear
i'm all alone

when you can't decide what's on your mind
it's clear i'm here, starla dear

serve yourself
no one else can do for you like you
and no one else fails like me
in my eyes i burn alive
fly like a bird
no more words just you and i
high in the sky

hey blue, all your love is strange come out with all those crazy names so true when you lie for you, blue right or wrong i belong right or wrong hey blue, where'd you run to now? miss you since they found you out i've been waiting such a long time for your smile, for you i lay with you this velvet morning stay with me for a while where we run to is up to you just stay with me for a while

well i met a girl called sandoz  
and she taught me many many things  
good things, very good things  
sweet things  

i met her on a sunday morning  
it was hot though the snow lay on the ground  
strange things, very strange things  
my mind has wings  

sandoz sandoz  
will you tell me no?
sandoz sandoz  
will you tell me why?  
we could all learn something from your mind, yeah

she is very old yet many think she's young  
one kiss from her and you know your time has come  
good times, for all time  
sandoz

i lay my head on her bosom to cry myself to sleep i see no greater wisdom than she has given me la dolly vita sweet as true love la dolly vita cool as ice cream cool as ice cream you hear a lot of visions you can't even stop can't see what you're missing spinning like a top fade away, i want to see her fade away, i want to see her i only want to meet her la dolly vita true as blue sky la dolly vita cool as ice cream cool as ice cream take it all the way down forsake what you have now take it all the way down

dad dead was i ever alive? fucking makes you alive in one minute solstice i am solstice filled with mercury filled with mercury liquid fucked see right through your heart fuck your heart i am mercury liquid pure hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doe eyes i was born alive i'll fucking kill you i'll beat your soft baby head with my own hand {?} careful with that baby... don't ever say the h word around him ashamed i am ashamed of my name say it i hate the sound of your shit because it means no good it means cheap, liar, smartass piece of shit change it to raygun you fuck billy the loon i am the loon i am mars billy addly addly addly.... your name causes shit while i may be no expert on this reality, there is no god, but shame god is hurt, god is cold try that once, god is dead there is not another one battle cold heart radio feedback the pain recurring messages of badness recurring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls wailing lost souls of shame we are in one hole like a cup of mercury phosphate brrr shuddering around taste my shit you wench lifting, wailing lost souls who stand a chance hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder do not enter why? i was born whole fractured, divided, shattered into a billion fragments a million piece puzzle a million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that....